Submissiveness is the incidence or trait of yielding to the expressed will of another or some display of force. It can be found in everyday human and animal interaction
You would think that it would be fairly easy to define something that I have been for most of my life, unfortunately it is not .Even the dictionary does a lousy job of defining the word submissive.It could just be a hard one to pin down , or maybe the dictionary writers like me , feel their minds turn to mush at the mere mention of the word .
I have used this word on my website several times not only as a way to describe my nature , but also my sexual inclinations.I like to make it very clear to people what I am like before we meet in person, but whenever asked directly what submissive means to me I usually end up blushing while my mind goes completely blank , and only then after a few moments of dead silence I will stutter out some pathetic dictionary definition of the word.
So , now in the privacy of my own thoughts I will once again attempt my own definition on what is after all my favorite word. First ,and most important the meaning of submission is not necessarily going to be found in a commercial dungeon in downtown SF.It is far more likely to exist in the mind, the way you move your body, the way you think , and relate to others.From the time I could first remember my fantasys almost always involved being dominated .My dreams never involved dungeons ,or instruments of torture made for that purpose , but instead usually included perfectly innocent locations , and every day objects that couldd be transformed into scenes of erotic torment. The fact that they were innocent items to begin with made them far more perverse later on as these places and things were just never meant for this type of fantasy in the first place.
As an adult I appreciate the subtlety in certain actions.you do not have to tie me up , and hang me from the ceiling to turn me on .I am already living in my own fantasy.For a submissive female being a paid companion is truly a dream job.Just the idea of being bought is a huge turn on for me.The way I am told what is wanted from me , held , touched, and enjoyed all of these things feed my fantasy world.
I am nearly 400 words in to this post , and I still have not been able to give a clear definition of the word submission .I guess I never will be able to define a word that means so much to me.All I can say is it sure would suck to have been born normal lol.My odd sexual fetish have given me the best fantasy world a girl could ever hope to live in.I guess some things just can not be defined they can only be experienced .
